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This is my life , This is Me
Im lost in this misery with no sign of hope or light No one to guide me in this darkness.... Days go by and im still standing in my place unable to move on fearing the worst People judge me wrong , not knowing what im going through... not knowing who am i ....what person i am... My heart has taken too much... I bearly feel a pulse in my body... Pain has taken control of my body.... running through my veins... All the feelings i kept inside in the past is exploding in my cold human body... Every one arround me think they know me....but they dont....even my friends....They dont feel , cuz i dont show....or maybe cuz i cant show I let them see me all the time with a smile.....just to let them feel that everything is ok....not knowing that my smile is a fake mask that hides behind it dieing screams How much can i hold to that smile before it turns to rolling tear that i cant stop from droping Sadly , what i hide into my smile reveals through my eyes what drives me looking away and travel through my mind just to find a peacfull place just to let me forget my pain for a sec and get back to life again... My anger struggels inside of me like a wild beast..... A wild beast that i have buried inside long ago fearing it may break out and control me in a moment of inside weaknes... I dont know how much i can take before i give up ..... I dont know in what purpose i have been held this curse of living in this hell of pain I dont know why i have been held all those feeling....or for who.... All these questions pass through my mind like flashing pictures of my past Leaving me in despret need to answers i CANT get.. I feel like an angel who had his wings ripped off.... And left without soul.... Only one special person from this world can help me....Unlock me...Feel me And Love me... ppl think they know life and how to deal with it Well they havent known me I simply dont know what i am but i know who i am unlike others im Heartbreaker |
[عزيزي الزائر يتوجب عليك التسجيل لمشاهدة الروابط .. للتسجيل فضلاً اضغط هنا] what you wrote there is really awesome but [عزيزي الزائر يتوجب عليك التسجيل لمشاهدة الروابط .. للتسجيل فضلاً اضغط هنا] life isn't so dark ...lol,look who is talking you know i should be the last person who can say those words since from a short time i was more like you or even worst ....but you know what i discovered that life isn't so bad,,,,,yea .... imagine to see everything sad,dark and gothic then something happened and made you believe again [عزيزي الزائر يتوجب عليك التسجيل لمشاهدة الروابط .. للتسجيل فضلاً اضغط هنا] have some hope girl [عزيزي الزائر يتوجب عليك التسجيل لمشاهدة الروابط .. للتسجيل فضلاً اضغط هنا] and it gonna be alright but what you wrote is tatally amazing ;i wouldn't write better even if i tried it's just wow thank you so much [عزيزي الزائر يتوجب عليك التسجيل لمشاهدة الروابط .. للتسجيل فضلاً اضغط هنا] and hey never loss faith |
hey!
thnx Angel hope it'll work with me though >,< thnx again ! |
Going through this must be hard on someone's heart , no one can live his life feeling hopeless, depressed and lonely, though it's not that hard to get rid of it, we must have the strength to face it, to do the impossible, that's why we have our friends beside us, to lean on them but they cannot help us if we're not open to them, tell them about our true feeling not the fake one. The important thing we should know is that we're never alone, so no need for us to suffer in silence. Although this world is filled with suffering, it is also filled with hope that should overcome it. So be hopeful and you'll get over those feelings. By the way, what you wrote is really awesome, great work my sister. |
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